Sunday, February 26, 2012

Incognito

There must be a reason for you to still be in here
In this heart you broke a countless times
There must be a time you miss me too
And maybe in that moment we coincide
For I miss you always.

Even if I close my eyes
Your face won't vanish away
Even if I proclaim how I don't think of you anymore
I love you the most in the very seconds
wherein I scream hatred.

Glossed lips and pretty eyes
I, on the contrary, wear a camouflaged smile
Sometimes a hug, sometimes fingers intertwined
I have no words to describe how the sight
hammers my insides.

The best part comes now
As I am packing my life to move away, you turn up at my door
Do you have any idea how suffocating it is to contain tears I can't let flow
Or not search for something to throw
when you hand me over your wedding note.

All these years, even after letting you go
Were you too blind to see how amazingly I put on a show
Of having no second thoughts on making it work
I kept walking forward so my feet don't backtrack
While a part of me, silently, waited on your porch.

Well, life is such I guess
So much to confess yet let it go unsaid
And I'll keep walking even if it snows
Even if I am dying inside, you won't ever see it on my face
For I love you much to die incognito yet with grace.

© 2012 Neha Choudhry



6 comments:

Greeshma Ramesh said...

Whoa! Woman, what are you made of? This is out of the world. Everytime you increase the bar you set for yourself. You grow! :)
Love much!:*

Neha Choudhry said...

As I said, you encourage, I put in a little more. Thanks hun xoxo

Priyanka said...

Sure amazing! so full of pain and love and hence, awesomeness! Love you :*

Neha Choudhry said...

:) Priyanka, my darling, Thanks a million to u! Hugs and Kisses.

Priyanka Chandra said...

There must be a reason for you to still be in here
In this heart you broke a countless times
There must be a time you miss me too
And maybe in that moment we coincide
For I miss you always

Exactly my state of mind!

Neha Choudhry said...

Mine too, I guess. Sometimes.

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